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| My uncle with Hansel |
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| Couldn't find a picture with Hansel at their feet, but he was there! |
Papa,
everyone you love will be there.
I tell you this, not because I want
to comfort you, but because I know
it is true. I felt them;
they were waiting, excitedly,
embodying patience
and the immediacy of joy.
I am theirs as much as I am yours -
and surely, because you have lived
twice as long as I,
the abundance of those awaiting you
will far exceed mine.
Papa,
everyone who loves you will be there.
You don’t believe me?
Ok, let’s try it this way - remember
when Hansel sat between you and Ma
on your wedding day?
A dog is a blessing, a dog can be a guide
even in the afterlife.
Imagine, then, Hansel awaiting you
at the gates. Imagine Nina Simone
singing I wish I knew how it would
feel to be free - to you, Pops,
except she would stop halfway through,
because you wouldn't have to imagine it
any more.
Shaista, 2025
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| My grandmother holding Dad's face - she adored and respected him. |
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| Lovebugs |
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| My mother is always beautiful - and most radiant on this day of all days |
Shaista, 2025
It's Open Link night over at DVerse, and sometimes a prompt is necessary for a tired poet... it seems all I can manage to be jogged into doing a thing, and even then, just about. The prompt was on abundance - meaning food - but love is an abundance of food, of sorts. I wrote this poem for Dad during a poetry workshop knowing he'd been feeling a bit low that day, knowing I would see him immediately afterwards and I could tell him to try not to hate the thought of leaving, of saying goodbye, because everyone who loves him will welcome him to the other side. But of course, that's not fully true is it? Because the ones who are on this side love him even more fiercely than anyone anywhere in any dimension. Most especially the radiant wife he managed to snag for himself a few glorious decades ago. They made beautiful memories on that day, which have lasted a lifetime. It's a tricky business, this loving and being loved... He's ok, for now. It's his mind that makes it a dance with the devil. Long hours in the particular darkness only the blind inhabit. His greatest desperation is finding the next audiobook - any good recommendations to keep his mind occupied?! An abundance of audiobooks - stories galore - that would be the dream abundance for Dad...







7 comments:
Beautifully written!
When you age and realize that you are alone it is good to have a comfort in those you will meet afterwards... we do not really know, but the belief will bring comfort....
Oh Shaista, so moving, so poignant, it makes my heart ache. How ever to say goodbye to this beautiful life? How ever to say goodbye to such a wonderful man? I am glad he is okay for now. He is such a warm, loving, golden being. His absence will be felt deeply. You always write beautifully with such heart. I love reading you.
The depth of feeling in this lovely poem is exquisite and pure. I am so touched by it, and the pictures. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal tribute.
A lovely benediction of a poem. And your mum is beautiful, she looks just like the singer Raye! (or the other way round) ☺️ (Sunra aka Nina)
This is deeply poignant ~ having lost my father two years ago this poem hit home 🩵
Beautiful, as always. The words and the photos -- loved this little glimpse into people I've heard so much about through you :) Tricky business, indeed.
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